It’s a crazy floor to live on. Below you is retail, a coffee shop, maybe a shoe store. Whatever it is, it’s a floor of consistency. Business. Shopping. It’s a floor that has no questions.

Above you is the two-story apartments, a rooftop deck, horticulture, it’s a floor you would love to live in. You know it’s not needed, but needless to say, you would dig it.

So now you’re in a small apartment, living above goods you would like to buy, below where you want to be.

Whichever way you sleep, you’re facing desire.

So I guess the whole question is:

What is your desire?

more? better?

i guess I know I don’t need more or better, that’s the floor I’m currently living on, somewhere between needing nothing and wanting something.

Its a strange desire, to have no desire.

I want passion, I want hope,

where’s that fit in?.

i can’t say too much of my control has brought me here… my steps or actions have been gut/heart/immediate need to act.

and I must say: I love my life.

so to change things now wouldn’t make much sense. Enjoy the roses.

enjoy the roses.