breath

inside: my chest awaits/the river of life pulls through/falling and filling each crevice of dry earth/as my body seeks its ground/the lungs expand to invite then pull all that God has given/inside: our heart beats/anticipating the body’s first and final breath.

good idear.

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What’s a good idear?

 

is the idear itself something we can distinguish upon the Benjamin Franklin scale of positive/negative, good/bad?


or is it the reaction, our perception, the idear’s idear of what the idear is... 

 

what am I saying?  I’m saying an idear has no weight in itself.  The weight is created, often times uncontrolled.   

 

What the hell am I saying??? 

 

if you have an idea, the only scale that you should weigh that bad boy on is yours.  the scale of you, all that it entails... 

 

that’s a good idear

Comfortable?

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how comfortable is too comfortable?  how much discomfort must I endure to feel the switch from discomfort to comfort?

 

Let’s journey downward...

 

 “Living in your comfort zone will be comfortable, doing everything solo will kill you.”


Here’s my thinking:  focus on the aspects of your vocation/life/vision that make you the most money or bring you the most accomplishment or just plain ol’ joy.  Within those aspects, find the tasks that are the most comfortable to you, or the tasks you are naturally the best at.  Focus on those...  now, delegate or ask for help or hire or pay someone or bring in a partner for the other tasks that make you uncomfortable. 

 

all of a sudden, you’re exponentially growing:  you are only focusing on the tasks you are comfortable with to accomplish the jobs that make you the most money/bring the most joy, all the while, the tasks you are uncomfortable with are getting accomplished by someone else.

 

 

so wait, is that you living in your comfort zone? 

 

i think so... right now, in my brain, today, I wonder if I SHOULD live in my comfort zone. Really, I need to learn how to find others who’s comfort zones are not my own, then learn how to partner up.  

 

“Living in your comfort zone will be comfortable, doing everything solo will kill you.”

 

It’s not hard to grow, to change, or become better, at the very things that I enjoy or am comfortable with.  So ‘stretching’ yourself to grow could very well be a myth/Ego/Generational hand-me-down... 

So: enjoy what I’m comfortable doing? And by doing what I’m comfortable with I will continue to do them?  Thus, resulting in becoming better at that thing that brings me the most accomplishment and joy?  So I’m so freaking comfortable and happy doing what i love to do?  

life has a sneaky way of sneaking up on you to create the life you want to live.

 

interesting. 

I think.

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I don’t think sometimes... 

sometimes I always think... most of the time I overthink.

     Anyone else out there with me?  In overthinking that is, not that it’s constant, but it does happen a lot.  It’s something that sneaks up on me, well, not like a kitty cat, but like a relative that you forgot was eating in your living room after 3 days.  Or maybe it’s like how the sun rises and sinks every single day, we forget it exists really until we choose to believe it was told to do so... or maybe it wasn’t told, like it was just something that happened one... day??? Doubt it was night, haha, the sun wouldn’t be up in the night.  That’s funny...

Anyone else out there overthink sometimes?   

Hopefully so, I wouldn’t want to be the only one who overthinks, not that it would be end-all but you know what I mean...  

Interesting

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Is there anything more wonderful than wonder?  Anything more adventurous than adventure?  Anything scarier than being scared?  Anything more interesting than being interested?

 

“you’re interesting to the extent that you’re interested” -j goldbloom/s meisner

 

Get interested.  If you don’t know how, wake up.  If you don’t know how, start breathing.   

 4 7 8

 In for 4, hold for 7, out for 8

 

why do those numbers and breathing help?   

 Interesting.