I found this word...

I found this word we all have heard, ‘never’ and ‘always’ seem to be its song.  Expecting the expected of what I tend to expect from the voice inside that cuts me down; ‘always’ and ‘never’.  I’ve tried, I really have, you may think I haven’t, but I have. I guess it ‘always’ slips away or ‘never’ shows its face... either way: almost.